'cause when push comes to shove, you taste what you're made of

DOUBLEFINALS TODAY WITH IJ~~~~~

(ps today's blog title is important okay ;)

Reached Bishan for brunch with batchies around 10.45, before that left the house 20min late because I could find my phone. (it turned out to be in my closet because I'd left it there while changing D: ) We were at Toa Payoh real early, around twelve-ish though Cdiv's game only started at 2.

Didn't get to watch Cdiv's game but MsChng said they played real well, doesn't matter what the score is! So long as they had the Fighting Spirit they've won no matter what.

Bdiv's game was just the scariest thing in my life. The only other match(es) I've ever watched that've come close to that are the C and B div national finals last year gosh. Team really gave it their all, am so proud of them. We went into overtime at 37-all it was just so heart-stopping (I still don't know the mechanics of overtime, though o.o) and

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WE WON BY THREE OMG. VOICE CRACKING ALL OVER THE PLACE NOW BUT OMG TEAM DID SO SO WELL!!!!

Supporters were also beyond awesome they were like a third as big as the IJ supporters but they were giving us so much support it was like wowwww. I swear they were standing and screaming during the whole of overtime and a little of the last quarter they're just so amazing. Hahahaha the whole overtime was like one super long heartattack Janice was saying she didn't know whether she wanted to watch or not, and in the end she couldn't help but watch hehehehe xD

GOING CRAZY~~~~~

Went home with Lyn and studied until like nine plus :D Am gonna go running tomorrow morning before LJ, suddenly my speed seems so inadequate D:

NOW NEEDA STEADY AND DO MATHPT BRRZXCXZ

And in accordance with my resolution to try and express what's on my mind: I don't understand people, really. If you want it, go for it. No one's gonna know what you want unless you express it, much as we wish sometimes that we just know people like a *snap*.

Once upon a time, I was thinking about how much easier it'd be if the whole world had no barriers, if we could all just know the inside-outs of each other's minds just like that. But then, there'd be no individuality. What's you and what's the other person? When there's really no barriers, there's no space for us to develop ourselves if we're constantly sharing everything with the wide world. It's like how people are so much richer characters if they have a healthy amount of Alone Time.

Guess the only solution then's to be frank. And, idk, congruency seems like such a strange word to use for a person, but it's true. Have your thinking, saying, and doing go all in the same direction.