.. in the end I decided I wasn't going for training at 7.10am. Partly because it's court training and I still don't yet know if I want to join netball next year, if I'm so reliable for holiday trainings what will the expectations be next year? Maybe it's a bit late to be still on the fence but I really truly do not know. Argh this is like my life in miniature sigh.

Okay wtv will use the time to a) do ELES application, and b) study SAT.

Hooray.